Wednesday, November 11, 2026

God Love You First- He Is a Prayer Away

You see the fun

In the moment

Old plans undone

Dead ends open

 

I see the pain 

That lies ahead

The wreck made plain

Spiritually dead


Addiction, sin

Poor choices made

Misplaced trust, then

Life all caves in


My caution sign

Still, is ignored

My pain, unseen

Safety, you're bored


I step aside

And pray and wait

Fears, I confide

And surrender the weight


This is not my battle

God loved you first

More than I can handle

He knows the worst


His loving arms await

He sees a way out

The battle will be great

His angels are about


He is a prayer away

For the final blow

When your pain becomes grave

And God you seek to know





Parents, loved ones our battle is to wait upon the Lord for our wayward precious. Our burden is to wake thinking of them- to go to bed thinking of them. May you sleep in peace, in love and in hope.


Win or Lose? Peace Be Still- Anti-Mormon Questioning

You attack my faith-
My God. 
We are at odds
Thus, struck, I now face
A vast
Stupor of thought

My faults are my own.
This is a fallen world
Cleverness has flown
Cut off, I've not a word

Why need our paths cross?
For peace, to leave, I choose
Yes, I am at a loss
From strife, I must excuse

Light's gained by God's good news
By feeling the Spirit
There is no win or lose
Loved, I choose to hear Him

Still, a part of me is pained
That I did not valiantly fight
An awesome score for Him gained
Sigh...this is pride, the need to be right

Peace be still
Peace be won
Not my will
But, Thine be done

John 16:33 33. These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.




Being "at a loss" means feeling confused or uncertain about what to do or say in a particular situation. This idiom often describes moments when someone is unsure how to proceed or respond, indicating a lack of clarity or direction. For example, in a stupor of thought, one might say, "I'm at a loss for words," meaning they don't know how to express themselves in that moment.


Monday, November 9, 2026

The Valid Recommend

We are on a journey

Celestially bound

Not through a one time passport

As with a recommend it is found


We must keep it up to date

Untampered, clean and whole

For an authorized agent

Verifies each honest soul


The recommend alone

Is not a guarantee

Your good heart must be shown

Through the daily life you're living


On a quest of a lifetime

We align our hearts and minds

And enter sacred covenants

The Holy Spirit does bind


A bit of Heaven on Earth we find





Sealed by the Holy Spirit of Promise
October 2026 general conference

Elder David A Bednar

For disciples of Jesus Christ, receiving priesthood ordinances and entering into sacred covenants are essential steps in the “quest of a lifetime” to align our hearts, minds, and lives with God’s will.

A covenant is a solemn promise—an enduring commitment between God and His sons and daughters. God establishes the conditions of all gospel covenants, and His children exercise their moral agency to learn about and consent to what He asks them to do.

When sealed by the Holy Spirit of Promise  (not by tape or glue that you apply yourself- Those are just temporary fixes that provide a false sense of security), an ordinance, vow, or covenant is binding on earth and in heaven. This sealing is conditional in mortality and can be broken or forfeited through unrighteousness.

The man excitedly exited the airplane and walked to the passport control checkpoint. He had a valid passport issued by an authorized agency of his country’s government. He presented his passport to a border official, who verified the man’s identity, nationality, and reasons for visiting the country. But the man had not taken good care of his passport. The personal information page had been stained and damaged. And a ripped page had been repaired in an unauthorized manner with tape and glue.

Sunday, November 8, 2026

A Heart Reshaped- You'll See

The stresses press

Trauma is there

Of such distress

God is aware


It can change you

In many ways

Open your heart

Experience pays


Don't numb the pain

With an escape

Give thanks and gain

A heart reshaped


Incline your soul

To light and love

Seek out your role

And rise above


Let God help you

Navigate life

Be more prayerful

And embrace light


Warmth and guidance

Will see you through

And lift you up

To joy anew

You'll see...you grew




 

incline

verb

  • 1.feel willing or favorably disposed toward (an action, belief, or attitude):"he was inclined to accept the offer"
  • 2.have a tendency to do something:"she's inclined to gossip with complete strangers"

Don't Numb the Pain




[Verse 1] The stresses press, the trauma’s there, The weight of grief and deep distress; And through the ache, through every prayer, God knows the burdens we confess. [Verse 2] It can change you in many ways, And leave its mark upon the heart; Stay open through the hardest days, Let wisdom grow from where you start. [Chorus] Don’t numb the pain, don’t turn away; Give thanks for strength that still remains. Let love reshape what sorrow made, And guide your heart through healing days. [Verse 3] Incline your soul to light and love, Seek out the work that you can do; Trust in the grace that lifts above, And take the next step, small but true. [Chorus] Don’t numb the pain, don’t turn away; Give thanks for strength that still remains. Let love reshape what sorrow made, And guide your heart through healing days. [Bridge] Let God walk with you through this life, Be prayerful when the road feels long; Warmth will meet you in the strife, And gently lead your spirit on. [Final Chorus] Don’t numb the pain, don’t turn away; Give thanks for strength that still remains. Let love reshape what sorrow made, And guide your heart through healing days. [Outro] You’ll see, you grew; the joy comes through




I recognize that many of you face significant challenges and uncertainties that cause stress, anxiety, and heartache. I pray for you. I love you. I am thankful that social media allows me to provide you with encouragement, direction, and a reminder of eternal truths. Please remember this: whatever difficulties you may be experiencing, Jesus Christ is the way to joy and peace. People who subscribe to the doctrine of the gospel of Jesus Christ find that it makes their lives happier, more significant, and more resistant to the difficulties we all experience. You have a Heavenly Father who has provided a plan for you. Trust in Him. With His help, you can find peace despite the trials and obstacles of mortality. 
With love, 

Saturday, November 7, 2026

560-Pound Man Biking Across US To Lose Weight « CBS Connecticut

560-Pound Man Biking Across US To Lose Weight « CBS Connecticut

revisiting a poem from 2015...

Nothing else matters
When love is at stake
Every hope shatters
Incomplete, you ache!

Light the course to take
On it lose yourself
Christ will help you shake
The old to a new self!

See yourself lost in service
Lose yourself in this purpose
Seek a light that's bright to shine
Tender mercy is a sign

Now, faith driven, this goal  consumes you
and trials and aid come along.
Know that God is with you to see you through
and will help you to be strong.

Verse 1] Nothing else matters When love is at stake Every hope shatters Incomplete, you ache! [Verse 2] Light the course to take On it lose yourself Christ will help you shake The old to a new self! [Chorus] See yourself lost in service Lose yourself in this purpose Seek a light that's bright to shine Tender mercy is a sign [Verse 3] Now, faith driven. This goal consumes you and trials and aid come along. Know that God is with you to see you through and will help you to be strong [Outro] Know that God is with you to see you through and will help you to be strong
I was touched by two things in this story.  The man is working to save his life and marriage.  Others (complete strangers) are cheering for him and helping him along..





  1. Oct 14, 2015 · PHILADELPHIA (CBS) -- A 560-pound man is riding his bike across America to take control of his health and to win back his estranged wife.


  2. He passed away two years ago.  Losing weight made him able to work, save his marriage and his life.  


 Angie said, "Eric was a gentle giant and my best friend in this world. We celebrated what would have been our 16th wedding anniversary yesterday with lunch in the hospital and a giant embrace. We never grew apart, only closer. His face, laugh, and quick witted character will live on forever in my heart and mind." She continued, "He lived many lifetimes in the one life God gave him. He did it all despite being limited. He was very loved and will live on through his many posts on travels and inspirational videos. He left a digital footprint, as well as footprints on the hearts of many. Heaven gained one heck of an angel today."

Friday, November 6, 2026

The Fever

The evening hits

The body goes weak

A feverish brow

And advice, we seek


The hospital, now?

Or wait till the dawn?

Either way, we know

The night will be long!


My poor dad is sick

His oxygen is low

His options? His pick

His answer is, "No!"

 

Liquids and rest

New symptoms, too

A rattling chest

Oh morning, come soon!


Give this 95 year old the option- he will always say "no".



Thursday, November 5, 2026

Melt My Heart

Melt my heart

Mold it. Heal it

Show my part

Help me feel it


Help me see

Open my eyes

Where there's need

To recognize


Help me hear

A quiet plea

Purely clear

Tuned, spiritually


Help my hands

To be of use

To lift much

And give service


Help my feet

To walk the path

Pure and sweet

Where Thou art at


Help me, Lord

To live in Light

To love more

And gain insight

In truth, delight





[Verse 1] Melt my heart and make it new Heal the hurt and shape me true Show me where my part begins Help me feel the world within [Chorus] Help me see, and open my eyes Where there is need, teach me to recognize Help me hear the quiet plea With a listening heart, tune me spiritually [Verse 2] Help my hands to serve with care Lift the weight that others bear Give me strength to do what’s kind Leave no burden left behind [Chorus] Help me see, and open my eyes Where there is need, teach me to recognize Help me hear the quiet plea With a listening heart, tune me spiritually [Bridge] Help my feet to walk the way Keep me close to You each day Let my steps be pure and sweet Where Your presence makes me complete [Final Chorus] Help me, Lord, to live in light Love more deeply, seek what’s right In the truth, let joy take root Grant me wisdom, grace, and fruit [Outro] Melt my heart and make it new Help me live my life for You




Verse 1] Melt my heart and shape it true Heal the places worn and bruised Show me where my hands belong Teach my tender heart Your song [Chorus] Help me see, help me hear Meet the need that's waiting near Help me walk and serve with grace Find the light, pure to embrace [Verse 2] Open wide my clouded eyes Let me see where mercy lies Let me hear the quiet plea Clear as truth, and deep in me [Chorus] Help me see, help me hear Meet the need that's waiting near Help me walk and serve with grace Find the light. pure to embrace [Verse 3] Make my hands a source of care Lift the weight another bears Set my feet upon the way Where Your love is lived each day [Bridge] Help me, Lord, to live in light Love more freely, seek what's right Lead me into truth's delight Grant my heart a clearer sight [Final Chorus] Help me see, help me hear Meet the need that's waiting near Help me walk and serve with grace Find the light, pure to embrace [Outro] Help me, Lord, to live in light Love more deeply, walk aright

• Spiritual Renewal: It represents a transformation from a prideful, hardened, or burdened state to one that is humble, pure, and receptive to the Spirit of God.

• Turning to Christ: It happens through faith in Jesus Christ, repentance, prayer, studying the scriptures, and keeping commandments.

• Compassion for Others: Leaders like Elder Dieter F. Uchtdorf and others have emphasized that a truly changed heart overflows with Christlike love, empathy, and kindness toward people.

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He's Been There Before

He's Been There Before by Elder Troy Whittle
The alarm bell rings at 6:30, I stumble to my feet
I grab my companions bedding and pull off his sheets
A groan fills the room, is it already time to arise?
It seems like just a second ago I was able to shut my eyes

The morning activities follow- study, prayer and such
When it's time to leave the apartment, you feel you haven't accomplished much
"We have a super day planned," My comp. says with a grin
I lowly utter a faithless breath, "Yeah, if anyone lets us in."

With the word of God and my faithful Schwinn, we ride off in the street prepared to
Face another day of humidity and heat
It's 9:30 in the evening, the day is almost through
My champion and I are riding home not accomplishing what we thought to do

We ride up to the mailbox, hoping to receive a lot
Only to look inside and hear my echo reverberate "air Box"
We go up to our apartment, the day is now complete
The only thing to show for our work is a case of blistery feet

It's past 10:30 p.m. My companion is fast asleep,
Silence engulfs me all about and I begin to weep
In the midst of sadness, I kneel down to pray
I need to talk to father, but I'm not sure what to say

"Oh, Father" I begin, "What happened to us today?
I thought we'd teach somebody, but everyone was away
My hands, my aching hands- worn, hurt and beat;
If our area was any smaller, we'd have knocked every street"

"Why on missions are the days so much alike?
The only difference about today was the flat tire on my bike
Will you send some cooler weather? The heat is killing me
I sweat so bad, it gets in my eyes, it's very hard to see"

"Why do I have to wear a helmet, isn't your protection enough?
People always laugh at me, and call me stupid stuff
Please send us investigators so I may give them what they lack
I want to give them Books of Mormon, the weight of them hurts my back"

"And what about my family: They don't have much to say
I'm sick of not hearing from home day after day after day
Oh Father, Why am I here am I just wasting time?
Sometimes I just want to go home, I'm sorry but that's on my mind"

"My companion, Heavenly Father, what are you giving me?
"The way he rides his bicycle, I don't think he can see
Now you have it, I can't go on, I don't know what to do
That, my Father in Heaven, is the prayer I have for you"

My prayer now finished, I stand up, then jump right into bed
I need my rest for tomorrow, we have another long day ahead
Sleep start to overtake me, I seem to drift away
Then it seems a vision takes me to another time in another day

I'm standing alone on the hill. The view is very nice
A man walks to wards me and says, "My name is Jesus Christ"
Tears of joy well up inside, I fall down to His feet
"Arise," He states, "Follow me to the shade. You and I need to speak"

My attention's towards my Savior, total and complete
He says, "Your mission is similar of what happened to me
I understand how you feel, I know what you're going through
In fact, it would be fair to say I've felt the same as you"

"I even know how you felt when no one listened to you
At times I felt not quite sure what else I could do
I know you don't like to ride a bicycle, for you a car would be sweet
Just remember the donkey I rode wasn't equipped with 21 speeds"

"I understand you don't like sweating, in fact it's something you hate
I remember when I sweat blood from ev’ry pore, oh the agony was great!
I see you don't like your companion- you'd rather have someone else-
I once had a companion named Judas who sold my life for wealth"

"It's hard to wear a helmet and have people make fun of you
I remember when they put thorns on my head and called me King of the Jews
So you feel burdened down by the weight of your pack
I recall how heavy the cross was when they slammed it on my back"


"Your hands hurt from tracting and knocking on doors all day
I guess when they pounded nails into mine, I ached in a similar way
It's hard not to hear from home when your family's not there to see
I lost communication on the cross and cried, "Father, why hast Thou forsaken me?"

"We have a lot in common, but there's a difference between us you see
I endured to the end and finished my mission, so follow and do like me"
He embraced me with His arms and His light filled me with His love
With tears in my eyes I watched as He went back to the Father above

I stood with awe and wonder when a beep rang in my head
I listened and heard the alarm, then realized I was in my bed
My companion let out a groan, "6:30 already, no way!"
I sat up and said, "Come on, I'll even carry your scriptures today!"

No matter what we go through, when we feel we can't take more
Just stop and think about Jesus Christ, He's been there before
By Elder Troy Whittle
Texas Houston
listen to this as a song
Mission
https://ldspoetrybykellymiller.blogspot.com/2008/06/hes-been-there-before.html

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints

These poems are my own thoughts and impressions as I study the gospel of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter- Day Saints

I encourage you to read from the Book of Mormon and the standard works, and listen to modern day prophets, also, that your mind and heart might be touched.

Kelly Miller

153 -views 2015 a decade ago


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Visits from 153 countries registered.
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United States
June 15, 2015
82.86%25,281
2
United Kingdom
June 14, 2015
2.61%795
3
Canada
June 13, 2015
2.42%737
4
Australia
June 13, 2015
1.81%551
5
Philippines
June 14, 2015
1.35%412
6
New Zealand
June 14, 2015
0.99%303
7
India
June 14, 2015
0.79%241
8
Brazil
June 14, 2015
0.58%176
9
Germany
May 15, 2015
0.49%151
10
Mexico
June 3, 2015
0.40%121
11
South Africa
June 8, 2015
0.34%105
12
Russian Federation
Apr 20, 2015
0.26%80
13
France
June 3, 2015
0.21%64
14
Malaysia
June 5, 2015
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15
Czech Republic
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0.14%42
16
Pakistan
Mar 21, 2015
0.13%41
17
Spain
Apr 28, 2015
0.13%41
18
Italy
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0.13%39
19
Netherlands
May 28, 2015
0.12%38
20
Europe
June 11, 2015
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21
Indonesia
May 18, 2015
0.11%35
22
Cote D'Ivoire
May 17, 2015
0.11%35
23
Japan
Apr 17, 2015
0.11%33
24
Singapore
May 28, 2015
0.11%33
25
United Arab Emirates
Apr 25, 2015
0.10%32
26
Argentina
Apr 27, 2015
0.10%31
27
Korea, Republic of
Feb 1, 2015
0.10%31
28
-
May 10, 2015
0.10%31
29
Thailand
Apr 5, 2015
0.10%30
30
Ireland
May 19, 2015
0.10%29
31
Jamaica
June 1, 2015
0.09%28
32
Turkey
June 14, 2015
0.09%28
33
Trinidad and Tobago
May 18, 2015
0.09%26
34
Sweden
May 8, 2015
0.09%26
35
Guatemala
May 5, 2015
0.08%24
36
Denmark
May 10, 2015
0.08%23
37
Saudi Arabia
May 1, 2015
0.07%20
38
Nigeria
Apr 4, 2015
0.07%20
39
Hong Kong
Apr 18, 2015
0.07%20
40
Colombia
May 29, 2015
0.07%20
41
Chile
Mar 23, 2015
0.06%19
42
Finland
Mar 25, 2015
0.06%19
43
Taiwan
Mar 28, 2015
0.06%18
44
Romania
May 17, 2015
0.06%18
45
Fiji
Feb 27, 2015
0.06%17
46
Ghana
May 8, 2015
0.06%17
47
Belgium
May 30, 2015
0.05%16
48
Switzerland
Apr 12, 2015
0.05%16
49
Poland
Apr 6, 2015
0.05%15
50
American Samoa
Apr 10, 2015
0.05%14
51
Ecuador
Feb 23, 2015
0.05%14
52
Serbia
Mar 10, 2015
0.05%14
53
Austria
Apr 8, 2015
0.04%13
54
Senegal
Nov 24, 2014
0.04%13
55
Norway
June 1, 2015
0.04%13
56
Uruguay
Aug 18, 2014
0.04%12
57
Peru
Apr 13, 2015
0.04%12
58
Portugal
Apr 6, 2015
0.04%12
59
Kenya
Oct 29, 2014
0.04%12
60
Tonga
Dec 9, 2014
0.04%11
61
Dominican Republic
Mar 12, 2015
0.04%11
62
Hungary
Feb 16, 2015
0.03%10
63
Guyana
Apr 28, 2015
0.03%10
64
Bangladesh
Jan 19, 2015
0.03%9
65
Algeria
Feb 5, 2015
0.03%9
66
Kuwait
Mar 30, 2015
0.03%9
67
Egypt
Apr 4, 2015
0.03%9
68
Belize
May 8, 2015
0.03%9
69
Costa Rica
Feb 4, 2015
0.03%8
70
Bahamas
Jan 9, 2015
0.03%8
71
Israel
Feb 27, 2015
0.03%8
72
Ukraine
Jan 24, 2015
0.03%8
73
Asia/Pacific Region
June 9, 2015
0.03%8
74
Honduras
Feb 6, 2015
0.02%7
75
Cyprus
Mar 21, 2015
0.02%7
76
Guam
Apr 10, 2015
0.02%7
77
Greece
June 2, 2015
0.02%7
78
China
Dec 16, 2014
0.02%7
79
Panama
Apr 7, 2015
0.02%6
80
Morocco
Mar 3, 2015
0.02%6
81
Sri Lanka
Sept 28, 2014
0.02%6
82
Iraq
Feb 25, 2015
0.02%6
83
Togo
June 6, 2015
0.02%6
84
Botswana
May 7, 2015
0.02%6
85
El Salvador
Apr 23, 2015
0.02%5
86
Vietnam
Oct 30, 2014
0.02%5
87
Cook Islands
June 3, 2015
0.02%5
88
Bulgaria
Oct 27, 2014
0.02%5
89
Lithuania
June 23, 2014
0.02%5
90
Slovakia
Jan 19, 2015
0.02%5
91
Bosnia and Herzegovina
Mar 23, 2015
0.02%5
92
French Polynesia
Nov 23, 2014
0.02%5
93
Bahrain
Nov 11, 2014
0.02%5
94
Slovenia
Jan 16, 2015
0.02%5
95
Grenada
Mar 10, 2015
0.02%5
96
Qatar
Jan 15, 2015
0.02%5
97
Saint Lucia
May 8, 2015
0.02%5
98
Puerto Rico
Feb 27, 2015
0.01%4
99
Tunisia
Jan 23, 2015
0.01%4
100
Malta
Mar 22, 2015
0.01%4
101
Croatia
Jan 20, 2015
0.01%4
102
New Caledonia
Jan 13, 2015
0.01%4
103
Barbados
Apr 29, 2014
0.01%4
104
Azerbaijan
Jan 14, 2015
0.01%4
105
Moldova, Republic of
Nov 29, 2014
0.01%3
106
Lebanon
Feb 11, 2014
0.01%3
107
Zimbabwe
July 23, 2014
0.01%3
108
Benin
Feb 19, 2015
0.01%3
109
Antigua and Barbuda
Aug 1, 2014
0.01%3
110
Isle of Man
Dec 20, 2014
0.01%3
111
Bhutan
June 8, 2015
0.01%3
112
Venezuela
May 14, 2014
0.01%3
113
Georgia
Mar 3, 2015
0.01%2
114
Namibia
Oct 22, 2014
0.01%2
115
Armenia
Jan 12, 2015
0.01%2
116
Virgin Islands, U.S.
June 20, 2014
0.01%2
117
Jordan
May 19, 2015
0.01%2
118
Mozambique
June 23, 2014
0.01%2
119
Uganda
Aug 4, 2014
0.01%2
120
Marshall Islands
Jan 28, 2015
0.01%2
121
Mauritius
Feb 20, 2015
0.01%2
122
Oman
May 12, 2014
0.01%2
123
Curacao
Apr 29, 2015
0.01%2
124
Sierra Leone
Apr 26, 2015
0.01%2
125
Samoa
Nov 1, 2013
0.01%2
126
Saint Kitts and Nevis
June 30, 2013
0.01%2
127
Macau
July 18, 2014
0.01%2
128
Albania
Aug 17, 2014
0.01%2
129
Dominica
Mar 12, 2013
0.01%2
130
Ethiopia
Jan 8, 2015
0.01%2
131
Estonia
Mar 20, 2015
0.01%2
132
Cape Verde
May 27, 2013
0.00%1
133
Cayman Islands
July 27, 2014
0.00%1
134
Cambodia
Sept 16, 2013
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135
Myanmar
July 18, 2014
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136
Lesotho
Jan 12, 2013
0.00%1
137
Mongolia
Mar 14, 2015
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138
Zambia
Apr 22, 2013
0.00%1
139
Montenegro
Nov 19, 2014
0.00%1
140
Kazakhstan
Jan 9, 2015
0.00%1
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Nicaragua
May 29, 2014
0.00%1
142
Paraguay
Mar 10, 2013
0.00%1
143
Haiti
Feb 1, 2015
0.00%1
144
Timor-Leste
Feb 21, 2013
0.00%1
145
Iceland
June 20, 2014
0.00%1
146
Aruba
Jan 9, 2014
0.00%1
147
Liberia
Jan 3, 2014
0.00%1
148
Northern Mariana Islands
Oct 9, 2014
0.00%1
149
Gibraltar
Jan 27, 2014
0.00%1
150
Swaziland
June 16, 2014
0.00%1
151
Jersey
Mar 30, 2013
0.00%1
152
Niue
Nov 30, 2014
0.00%1
153
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