Anxiety sends me on a ride
Spinning on a merry-go-round
Again and again and again
Circling .... with no solution found!
Anxiety sends me on a ride
Spinning on a merry-go-round
Again and again and again
Circling .... with no solution found!
Rereading Andrew Skinner's The Savior's Final Week- a trilogy of the 3 gardens. I have never gotten past Gethsemane., but decided to start from the beginning.
We'll never understand
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At the heart of the Atonement
All our suffering and sins
Were transferred upon Him
Hence, His sacred roll begins
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Death- the thought is painful
Recall we all do it twice
As to become mortal
We left our Heavenly skies
Experience, to realize
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Through the Lord's atonement
Life's bitter becomes sweet
Such a glorious feat!
Conviction is a prick,
A nudge at our heart
A reminder to repent
For loving peace to start
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The agony of redemption
Began in Gethsemane
For naught did He opt "exemption "
Our Savior saves completely
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The long night of Gethsemane
Was a victory for history- all alone
But His trial, as the Lamb, was beginning
Yes. He would be punished for all the good He had done!
If not me, who?
If not now, when?
With much to do
I shall not, can not bend
For God and for family
I raise up my voice
And sing out quite happily
Of all that is choice
I found a date
To help out fate
A place? No you choose!
How can I refuse?
Smiling, as myself
I share. All is well!
And learn, if nothing else
God's winds in the sails
If we can't turn a corner
Or have to abandon ship
At least I'm getting closer
To THAT relationship!
Who is married happily?
I can pattern after them
I dream of my family
I pray again and again
Opening my mind
To God's hand in all things
I trust I will find
His plan. Let's see what dating brings!
For the richest of blessings
Asking for forgiveness I humbled myself in prayer, Save me from myself, Jesus... Of all my sin's burdens... I now share
[Verse 1]
Asking forgiveness Holy Humble prayer I lay my pride down Find Your mercy there Love and tenderness Meeting all my mess In Your arms of grace I am deeply blessed [Chorus] Here in Your arms of grace Love and tenderness combining You take this broken heart Turn the ache to something shining When I confess I see How abundantly I’m blessed You hold me close Refining Till my soul can purely Quietly rest [Verse 2] Set my ego And desires aside Teach me to listen And with You abide Seeking forgiveness Brings me to the light Shows me Your kindness More than I realized [Chorus] Here in Your arms of grace Love and tenderness combining You take this broken heart Turn the ache to something shining When I confess I see How abundantly I’m blessed You hold me close Refining Till my soul can purely Quietly rest [Bridge] Repentant heart Mindful of Your grace Every tear A turning of my ways In the quiet You are working Unexpressed In Your sacred Gentle whisper I can finally rest [Chorus] Here in Your arms of grace Love and tenderness combining You take this broken heart Turn the ache to something shining When I confess I see How abundantly I’m blessed You hold me close Refining Till my soul can purely Quietly rest
Sometimes I have to "back track" To get where I should be. To receive the strength I lack To get myself moving.
Deciding to "do it right" With hope I’d receive From beyond the veil, light If I’d first believe. On a spiritual journey I prayed to know the way With love and light forming for each step to take Recalling in a journal I let the spirit guide To endure life's final With God on my side. With Him, I won’t fail For I wait upon Him I’ve faith. All is well. The heavens will open On a spiritual journey The Lord guides the way With love and light forming Through each step we take A miracle comes Not as we expected As God speaks, to us His love is detected| No. | Country | Date of Last Visit | Percent & Number of Visits | |||
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1 | June 15, 2015 | 82.86% | 25,281 | |||
| 2 | June 14, 2015 | 2.61% | 795 | |||
| 3 | June 13, 2015 | 2.42% | 737 | |||
| 4 | June 13, 2015 | 1.81% | 551 | |||
| 5 | June 14, 2015 | 1.35% | 412 | |||
| 6 | June 14, 2015 | 0.99% | 303 | |||
| 7 | June 14, 2015 | 0.79% | 241 | |||
| 8 | June 14, 2015 | 0.58% | 176 | |||
| 9 | May 15, 2015 | 0.49% | 151 | |||
| 10 | June 3, 2015 | 0.40% | 121 | |||
| 11 | June 8, 2015 | 0.34% | 105 | |||
| 12 | Apr 20, 2015 | 0.26% | 80 | |||
| 13 | June 3, 2015 | 0.21% | 64 | |||
| 14 | June 5, 2015 | 0.14% | 44 | |||
| 15 | Apr 17, 2015 | 0.14% | 42 | |||
| 16 | Mar 21, 2015 | 0.13% | 41 | |||
| 17 | Apr 28, 2015 | 0.13% | 41 | |||
| 18 | June 8, 2015 | 0.13% | 39 | |||
| 19 | May 28, 2015 | 0.12% | 38 | |||
| 20 | Europe | June 11, 2015 | 0.11% | 35 | ||
| 21 | May 18, 2015 | 0.11% | 35 | |||
| 22 | May 17, 2015 | 0.11% | 35 | |||
| 23 | Apr 17, 2015 | 0.11% | 33 | |||
| 24 | May 28, 2015 | 0.11% | 33 | |||
| 25 | Apr 25, 2015 | 0.10% | 32 | |||
| 26 | Apr 27, 2015 | 0.10% | 31 | |||
| 27 | Feb 1, 2015 | 0.10% | 31 | |||
| 28 | - | May 10, 2015 | 0.10% | 31 | ||
| 29 | Apr 5, 2015 | 0.10% | 30 | |||
| 30 | May 19, 2015 | 0.10% | 29 | |||
| 31 | June 1, 2015 | 0.09% | 28 | |||
| 32 | June 14, 2015 | 0.09% | 28 | |||
| 33 | May 18, 2015 | 0.09% | 26 | |||
| 34 | May 8, 2015 | 0.09% | 26 | |||
| 35 | May 5, 2015 | 0.08% | 24 | |||
| 36 | May 10, 2015 | 0.08% | 23 | |||
| 37 | May 1, 2015 | 0.07% | 20 | |||
| 38 | Apr 4, 2015 | 0.07% | 20 | |||
| 39 | Apr 18, 2015 | 0.07% | 20 | |||
| 40 | May 29, 2015 | 0.07% | 20 | |||
| 41 | Mar 23, 2015 | 0.06% | 19 | |||
| 42 | Mar 25, 2015 | 0.06% | 19 | |||
| 43 | Mar 28, 2015 | 0.06% | 18 | |||
| 44 | May 17, 2015 | 0.06% | 18 | |||
| 45 | Feb 27, 2015 | 0.06% | 17 | |||
| 46 | May 8, 2015 | 0.06% | 17 | |||
| 47 | May 30, 2015 | 0.05% | 16 | |||
| 48 | Apr 12, 2015 | 0.05% | 16 | |||
| 49 | Apr 6, 2015 | 0.05% | 15 | |||
| 50 | Apr 10, 2015 | 0.05% | 14 | |||
| 51 | Feb 23, 2015 | 0.05% | 14 | |||
| 52 | Mar 10, 2015 | 0.05% | 14 | |||
| 53 | Apr 8, 2015 | 0.04% | 13 | |||
| 54 | Nov 24, 2014 | 0.04% | 13 | |||
| 55 | June 1, 2015 | 0.04% | 13 | |||
| 56 | Aug 18, 2014 | 0.04% | 12 | |||
| 57 | Apr 13, 2015 | 0.04% | 12 | |||
| 58 | Apr 6, 2015 | 0.04% | 12 | |||
| 59 | Oct 29, 2014 | 0.04% | 12 | |||
| 60 | Dec 9, 2014 | 0.04% | 11 | |||
| 61 | Mar 12, 2015 | 0.04% | 11 | |||
| 62 | Feb 16, 2015 | 0.03% | 10 | |||
| 63 | Apr 28, 2015 | 0.03% | 10 | |||
| 64 | Jan 19, 2015 | 0.03% | 9 | |||
| 65 | Feb 5, 2015 | 0.03% | 9 | |||
| 66 | Mar 30, 2015 | 0.03% | 9 | |||
| 67 | Apr 4, 2015 | 0.03% | 9 | |||
| 68 | May 8, 2015 | 0.03% | 9 | |||
| 69 | Feb 4, 2015 | 0.03% | 8 | |||
| 70 | Jan 9, 2015 | 0.03% | 8 | |||
| 71 | Feb 27, 2015 | 0.03% | 8 | |||
| 72 | Jan 24, 2015 | 0.03% | 8 | |||
| 73 | Asia/Pacific Region | June 9, 2015 | 0.03% | 8 | ||
| 74 | Feb 6, 2015 | 0.02% | 7 | |||
| 75 | Mar 21, 2015 | 0.02% | 7 | |||
| 76 | Apr 10, 2015 | 0.02% | 7 | |||
| 77 | June 2, 2015 | 0.02% | 7 | |||
| 78 | Dec 16, 2014 | 0.02% | 7 | |||
| 79 | Apr 7, 2015 | 0.02% | 6 | |||
| 80 | Mar 3, 2015 | 0.02% | 6 | |||
| 81 | Sept 28, 2014 | 0.02% | 6 | |||
| 82 | Feb 25, 2015 | 0.02% | 6 | |||
| 83 | June 6, 2015 | 0.02% | 6 | |||
| 84 | May 7, 2015 | 0.02% | 6 | |||
| 85 | Apr 23, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 86 | Oct 30, 2014 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 87 | June 3, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 88 | Oct 27, 2014 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 89 | June 23, 2014 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 90 | Jan 19, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 91 | Mar 23, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 92 | Nov 23, 2014 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 93 | Nov 11, 2014 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 94 | Jan 16, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 95 | Mar 10, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 96 | Jan 15, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 97 | May 8, 2015 | 0.02% | 5 | |||
| 98 | Feb 27, 2015 | 0.01% | 4 | |||
| 99 | Jan 23, 2015 | 0.01% | 4 | |||
| 100 | Mar 22, 2015 | 0.01% | 4 | |||
| 101 | Jan 20, 2015 | 0.01% | 4 | |||
| 102 | Jan 13, 2015 | 0.01% | 4 | |||
| 103 | Apr 29, 2014 | 0.01% | 4 | |||
| 104 | Jan 14, 2015 | 0.01% | 4 | |||
| 105 | Nov 29, 2014 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 106 | Feb 11, 2014 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 107 | July 23, 2014 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 108 | Feb 19, 2015 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 109 | Aug 1, 2014 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 110 | Dec 20, 2014 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 111 | June 8, 2015 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 112 | May 14, 2014 | 0.01% | 3 | |||
| 113 | Mar 3, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 114 | Oct 22, 2014 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 115 | Jan 12, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 116 | June 20, 2014 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 117 | May 19, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 118 | June 23, 2014 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 119 | Aug 4, 2014 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 120 | Jan 28, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 121 | Feb 20, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 122 | May 12, 2014 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 123 | Apr 29, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 124 | Apr 26, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 125 | Nov 1, 2013 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 126 | June 30, 2013 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 127 | July 18, 2014 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 128 | Aug 17, 2014 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 129 | Mar 12, 2013 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 130 | Jan 8, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 131 | Mar 20, 2015 | 0.01% | 2 | |||
| 132 | May 27, 2013 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 133 | July 27, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 134 | Sept 16, 2013 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 135 | July 18, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 136 | Jan 12, 2013 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 137 | Mar 14, 2015 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 138 | Apr 22, 2013 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 139 | Nov 19, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 140 | Jan 9, 2015 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 141 | May 29, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 142 | Mar 10, 2013 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 143 | Feb 1, 2015 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 144 | Feb 21, 2013 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 145 | June 20, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 146 | Jan 9, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 147 | Jan 3, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 148 | Oct 9, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 149 | Jan 27, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 150 | June 16, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 151 | Mar 30, 2013 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 152 | Nov 30, 2014 | 0.00% | 1 | |||
| 153 | ||||||