and thinking that it takes faith to have reality revealed. The mists of darkness are all the distractions that confuse true reality.
Have you ever just wanted to know one thing? Who you really are? Why you are here and where you will go?
wikipedia
Reality is the state of things as they actually exist, rather than as they may appear or might be imagined. In a wider definition, reality includes everything that is and has been, whether or not it is observable or comprehensible. A still broader definition includes everything that has existed, exists, or will exist
I was thinking how this theme goes so well with studying the Doctrine and Covenants. All the revelation was gained line upon line through challenging experiences and pursuing revelation under these conditions.
His arm of assurance
Is ample and strong
Lean on for endurance
Life's journey is long
Let the Savior be your caretaker. Lean on His ample arm. Accept His assurance.
Elder Robert D. Hales
Come Follow Me
by Accepting Christian love and Service
"At this time of Christmas, this season when gifts are given, let us not forget that God gave His Son, and His Son gave His life, that each of us might have the gift of eternal life."
"To follow Christ is to become more like Him. It is to learn from His character. As spirit children of our Heavenly Father, we do have the potential to incorporate Christlike attributes into our life and character. The Savior invites us to learn His gospel by living His teachings. To follow Him is to apply correct principles and then witness for ourselves the blessings that follow."
There is a joy that fills the soul
And warms us from within
It comes from God. He loves us so!
And would we pray to Him.
1 Nephi 11:22-23 and I answered him saying yeah it is the love of God, which sheddeth itself abroad in the hearts of the children of men; therefore, it is the most desirable Above All Things. And he spake unto me, saying: yeah, and the most joyous to the soul.
Plan ahead to arrive
Early to prepare
To partake anew
Reverently, with care
I'm working on my masters in early childhood and there is a lot of talk about intentional teaching by lesson planning. I am always on time to hear announcements and sing the opening, but most often I haven't said my morning prayers. Sigh. I think that is where it all starts.
We Are One
"The Lord made it clear at the very start of this last dispensation that we were to take the gospel to all the world. What He said to the few priesthood holders in 1831 He says to the many now. Whatever our age, capacity, Church calling, or location, we are as one called to the work to help Him in His harvest of souls until He comes again."
Light seemed to shine
From inside the lid
Treasure to find
The scriptures, it hid
I love my scriptures. I live to read them by flashlight with my old achy feet in the pool, before I go to bed. Tonight I wrapped myself in a blanket to go out. I loved it. I wonder if I can endure through winter?
I was resigned to the fact
That I was a junky
I couldn't put on an act
So, I pushed by kids from me
I lived inside my car
And did anything and everything I could
To drift high away far
Then the police..yes, this was good
For heroine is a demon
That you cannot sedate
The detox was mean then
But I had been saved from fate
Thoughts of my childhood
And songs came flooding back
Prayer, I'd not thought that I could!
In hope, I started to bask
Revelation came about
I wanted to do the Lord's will
Now I seek power to carry this out
As I share with Him how I feel
Prayer is now my lifeline
This is why I exist
I pray all of the time
This is how I persist
[Verse 1]
I was resigned to the fact
That I was a junky
I couldn't put on an act
So I pushed my kids from me
I lived inside my car
And did anything and everything I could
To drift high away far
Then the police, yes, this was good
[Pre-Chorus]
For heroine is a demon
That you cannot sedate
The detox was mean then
But I had been saved from fate
Thoughts of my childhood
And songs came flooding back
Prayer, I'd not thought that I could
In hope, I started to bask
[Chorus]
Prayer is my lifeline
Prayer is my lifeline
This is why I exist
This is how I persist
[Verse 2]
Revelation came about
I wanted to do the Lord's will
Now I seek power to carry this out
As I share with Him how I feel
The road was bent and cruel
But mercy found me still
You took my broken rule
And turned it into will
[Pre-Chorus]
For heroine is a demon
That you cannot sedate
The detox was mean then
But I had been saved from fate
Thoughts of my childhood
And songs came flooding back
Prayer, I'd not thought that I could
In hope, I started to bask
[Chorus]
Prayer is my lifeline
Prayer is my lifeline
This is why I exist
This is how I persist
[Bridge]
I was lost, now I know
You held me through the night
I was weak, but You stayed close
And taught my heart to fight
Now I bring You all I am
The scars, the shame, the tears
And I hear Your steady voice
Cutting through my fears
[Final Chorus]
Prayer is my lifeline
Prayer is my lifeline
This is why I exist
This is how I persist
Prayer is my lifeline
Prayer is my lifeline
I give You all of me
I live by grace and peace
I had led a double life Now exposed, could I explain?
I lost my job and my wife
I "used" more to numb the pain
I did anything to get high
A prostitute worked with me
I kissed my future goodbye
Inside I was empty
Out of control, it was a relief
When I was placed in jail
I sought those whom I'd caused grief
To make amends where I'd failed
Oh, the damage I had done!
Trust was just not there
For years I was shunned
I petitioned Father's care
A new life was given to me
And my prayers were answered one day
When for the first time I could see
My grandchildren at play
I threw my life away
And hid so none could see
I tried to end it one day
But suicide failed me
After detox, I sought
A safe place in which to cleanse
All my character flaws
That founded my addictive sins
I prayed to Heavenly Father
And I felt wrapped in His arms
From this, I was able to gather
Grace to stay safe from harm
I knew I'd shortcomings
And I would struggle each day
But, I knew that everything
Too, was going to be o.k.
[Verse 1] I threw my life away
And hid so none could see
I tried to end it one day
But suicide failed me
[Pre-Chorus]
After detox, I sought
A safe place to cleanse
All my character flaws
That founded my addictive sins
[Chorus] Heavenly Father, hold me
Wrapped in Your arms
Heavenly Father, hold me
Keep me safe from harm
I’m learning, I’m learning
To stay when it hurts
Heavenly Father, hold me
Till my heart knows worth
[Verse 2] I knew I'd shortcomings
And I would struggle each day
But I kept showing up
Even when I slipped away
[Pre-Chorus]
After detox, I sought
A safe place to cleanse
All my character flaws
That founded my addictive sins
[Chorus]
Heavenly Father, hold me
Wrapped in Your arms
Heavenly Father, hold me
Keep me safe from harm
I’m learning, I’m learning
To stay when it hurts
Heavenly Father, hold me
Till my heart knows worth
[Bridge]
I prayed and felt it near
Grace moving through the dark
Not fixed in a day
But healed in the parts
[Final Chorus]
Heavenly Father, hold me
Wrapped in Your arms
Heavenly Father, hold me
Keep me safe from harm
I’m learning, I’m learning
To stay when it hurts
Heavenly Father, hold me
And I will know my worth
The LDS Addiction Recovery Program frames Step 7 around the key principle of humility, where participants humbly ask Heavenly Father to remove their shortcomings through reliance on Jesus Christ.
Ashamed, I chose to drink
Always, I was on the run
And I just didn't think
That it would hurt anyone
I tried to quit on my own
Then I sought the Bishop's hand
I found I wasn't alone
Now my life's something grand
I'd rather be dead than fat
I thought some meth would help
But the trouble was that
I was lost in living hell
I tried to overdose
So sick of the "chase"
There was so much to lose
I tried church, just in case
I learned to trust in God
And surrender my will
I found happiness again
From my past, I did heal
Go For It! "As we journey through mortality, let us remember from whence we came; let us be true to the trust vested in us. Let us remember who we are and what God expects us to become."
Prayer is not a crutch
To get you through "that" day
Nor is it a crush
Till you find another way
What prayer is is a bridge
That warms your heart just so
It reaches heaven's edge
And lights your mind and soul
Let your heart glow in love's expression
A testimony is not just for today
But for your eternal progression
“We are not perfect. The people around us are not perfect. People do things that annoy, disappoint, and anger. In this mortal life it will always be that way. “Nevertheless, we must let go of our grievances. Part of the purpose of mortality is to learn how to let go of such things. That is the Lord’s way. “Remember, heaven is filled with those who have this in common: They are forgiven. And they forgive. “Lay your burden at the Savior’s feet. Let go of judgement. Allow Christ’s Atonement to change and heal your heart. Love one another. Forgive one another. The merciful will obtain mercy.”
Abraham 3:22 Now the Lord had shown unto me, Abraham, the intelligences that were organized before the world was; and among all these there were many of the noble and great ones; Deuteronomy 28:1 And it shall come to pass, if thou shalt hearken diligently unto the voice of the Lord thy God, to observe and to do all his commandments which I command thee this day, that the Lord thy God will set thee on high above all nations of the earth:
I did a silly and expensive mistake today. I got the paint from the storage room and decided to touch up the dirty walls in my classroom. IT WAS SEMI-GlOSS and I needed flat. So I bought some paint and it doesn't match. Tomorrow is our open house and I am tired... burning the candle at both ends. (going three nights in a row to College) Lowes opens at 6:00. I can do it!
"Happiness does not depend on what happens outside of you but on
what happens inside of you. It is measured by the spirit with which you meet the problems of life."
—Harold B. Lee, "A Sure Trumpet Sound: Quotations from President Lee"
I love receiving Daily Messages as emails. I just started going back to school after 20 years. This message couldn't have come at a better time. I am out of my element and everyone around me seems to be on top of their game.
"I believe that we can accomplish any object that we make up our minds to, and no boy or girl ought to sit down and say, because they cannot do as well as somebody else, that they will not do anything."
We have two ears and a mouth for a reason
That we open our minds for a season
And explore what listening makes known Thoughts, dreams, and feeling are shown
perhaps...
When Jesus said, "I thirst!"
He meant to save mankind
He saves us from death's worst
For paradise to find
A dipped hyssop stalk was used
Just as in Israel's day
The destroyer's power was then loosed
Wine, now, the cleansing way
I've always thought they were being mean by giving Jesus wine vinegar. Now I have found another theory, which I love!
John 19:28–30
Jesus said, “I am thirsty.”
A jar of wine vinegar was there, so they soaked a sponge in it, put the sponge on a stalk of the hyssop plant, and lifted it to Jesus’ lips.
When he had received the drink, Jesus said, “It is finished.”
With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.
Psalm 51:7
Purge me with hyssop, and I will be clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
Exodus 12:21–23
Then Moses summoned all the elders of Israel and said to them, “Go at once and select the animals for your families, and slaughter the Passover lamb. Take a bunch of hyssop, dip it into the blood in the basin, and put some of the blood on the top and on both sides of the doorframe. None of you shall go out of the door of your house until morning. When the Lord goes through the land to strike down the Egyptians, he will see the blood on the top and sides of the doorframe and will pass over that doorway, and he will not permit the destroyer to enter your houses and strike you down.”
To pacify the whim
Of the beautiful Salome
Herod gave her the head
Of John the Baptist to own
Jesus, now, in Herod's presence
Awaiting His own sentence to find
Could have seen it as His chance
To give him a piece of His mind
I marvel that Jesus could stand in Herod's presence during his trial and not speak against Herod. Here was His chance ( also His last chance) to give Him a piece of His mind.
Create a sense of place
where the world goes away.
Where in your heart there's space
for the spirit to stay.
I am getting so excited about David O. MacKay Academy, named after a prophet and great teacher. What an opportunity for students to feel the spirit in a school environment in LasVegas and Henderson Nevada. Doors are opening for this great event and the excitement, closeness, and joy is amazing!
Oh wouldn't it be nice,
If Christ were on His way!
I wouldn't think twice,
Of what I'd throw away:
That ugly wall of pain,
The burden to forgive,
The sins that daily drains,
With Him here, how I'd live!
Oh wouldn't it be nice
If Christ were on His way
I wouldn't think twice
Of what I'd throw away:
That ugly wall of pain,
The burden to forgive
The sins that daily drain
With Him here, how I'd live!
""Said the Savior to His disciples, “Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect” (Matt. 5:48). This is the commandment which is before us. Regrettably we have not reached perfection. We have a great distance to go. We must cultivate the faith to reform our lives, commencing where we are weak and moving on from there in our work of self-correction, thus gradually and consistently growing in strength to live more nearly as we should.""
Midst life's thorns, thistles, and obnoxious weeds
You can become trapped and develop disease
Defeated with stress high and energy low
The frazzled mind takes a psychic blow
Like a broken vessel
You can hold no more
This is very dreadful
You have naught to pour
Coping skills shut down, you're in need of rescue
As you can't think your way out or know what to do
Thoughts are stuck feelings in a circular fashion
To break the cycle you must pray with passion
For a broken vessel
Must come to itself
And pray oft with passion
The Savior will help
A hymn is a prayer and a soothing balm
Hum them, sing them and your heart will calm
Believe in the atonement and, for you, Christ did pay
And then your tears will flow in a different way
Though a broken vessel
Think kin Sui Gee
God glues you back with gold
To become a thing of beauty
Then fill your vessel with good things
Life's lessons, your blessings, treasure up
Record your feelings. Let them go
And with the Savior, weekly sup
As a renewed vessel
You hold the holy spirit wihtin
Fill it with holy light
Go where the Lord whispers and the veil grows thin
Be a vessel shining bright
Just pondering this subject from what I have experienced...
There's only so long your brain can perform in fight or flight mode and full steam ahead. The frontal lobe of reason and planning will shut down and you'll function at a lower level. You may think you are thinking but you are just feeling thoughts and you are literally in a rut as you do this again and again. You tell the brain this is how you cope. Sleep and food don't help, nor does advice. You need to write all those thought feelings down so the brain doesn't have to remember it all. Then seek the peace that comes with the spirit. Engage in scripture reading and higher reasoning, pray and sing. And give thanks. I teach and sometimes panic sets in as pressure builds and starts to grip you.There is a schedule to keep and you've expectations of what the kids should know. I have a picture of me in the back of the room and I know I am smiling with love, joy, and the spirit. It warms me and reminds me and sometimes shocks me that I am that person.
Uncovered and without any mask People are embracing what was wrong in the past Marxism, socialism, communism, too Is changing the hue of the red, white, and blue
Inspired by Glenn Beck on the radio and the direction politics has headed. It is an eternal struggle to keep the Constitution, to follow conscience, and fight off hidden agendas that steal our freedom to follow the American dream.
When the Savior spoke of staying on the path
It was related to what they knew to be true
For the journey is long and it takes all that you have
And the last thing you want is to break a shoe!
To spread the gospel
Unto all of the world
Is not impossible
If it's the will of the Lord
I just watched a beautiful video of Russia when Elder Nelson was given the responsibility, through President Benson, to open doors where countries did not allow missionaries. It took six years and it was an amazing time. What memories! It eas families that had left Russia, joined the church, and then returned to their homeland that made it possible. Russia required 20 members. How else could that happen when missionary work was not allowed. Beautiful.
Death does not congeal the lips Of those who've gone before They are as close as your fingertips And would you sense them more
Elder Charles Callis: “Death does not congeal the lips of those who go before us; they are not far from us and they help us more than we know.” If you have wondered and hungered to know concerning loved ones who have passed on, this is a sweet site to read and consider: https://aftertheyaregone.com/ I knew when my grandma died, though I was very far away. It was a sacred experience!
Get through that thick skin
And break down those barriers
Work to love, not win
To reach hearts, first bear yours
This morning was a Glenn Beck on the radio wake up. He summed up by saying to reach others you have to work to love, not win. It's true. We have to connect not butt heads.
Always look for light
Through God, we are connected
What is black and white?
Let goodness, be detected
There are good and bad people everywhere. It is easy to get deceived and let fear or anger take your better side, but choose what will put light and love into your life. Choose the path that Christ made and feel Him by your side.
To strengthen the family
Extend and branch out
Learn from every member
Answers will come about.
I am hearing many ancestry stories where answers come, bonds are made, and things make sense. History repeats so it really helps to connect with those who share what you are going through or have been where you are.
He's Been There Before by Elder Troy Whittle The alarm bell rings at 6:30, I stumble to my feet I grab my companions bedding and pull off his sheets A groan fills the room, is it already time to arise? It seems like just a second ago I was able to shut my eyes
The morning activities follow- study, prayer and such When it's time to leave the apartment, you feel you haven't accomplished much "We have a super day planned," My comp. says with a grin I lowly utter a faithless breath, "Yeah, if anyone lets us in."
With the word of God and my faithful Schwinn, we ride off in the street prepared to Face another day of humidity and heat It's 9:30 in the evening, the day is almost through My champion and I are riding home not accomplishing what we thought to do
We ride up to the mailbox, hoping to receive a lot Only to look inside and hear my echo reverberate "air Box" We go up to our apartment, the day is now complete The only thing to show for our work is a case of blistery feet
It's past 10:30 p.m. My companion is fast asleep, Silence engulfs me all about and I begin to weep In the midst of sadness, I kneel down to pray I need to talk to father, but I'm not sure what to say
"Oh, Father" I begin, "What happened to us today? I thought we'd teach somebody, but everyone was away My hands, my aching hands- worn, hurt and beat; If our area was any smaller, we'd have knocked every street"
"Why on missions are the days so much alike? The only difference about today was the flat tire on my bike Will you send some cooler weather? The heat is killing me I sweat so bad, it gets in my eyes, it's very hard to see"
"Why do I have to wear a helmet, isn't your protection enough? People always laugh at me, and call me stupid stuff Please send us investigators so I may give them what they lack I want to give them Books of Mormon, the weight of them hurts my back"
"And what about my family: They don't have much to say I'm sick of not hearing from home day after day after day Oh Father, Why am I here am I just wasting time? Sometimes I just want to go home, I'm sorry but that's on my mind"
"My companion, Heavenly Father, what are you giving me? "The way he rides his bicycle, I don't think he can see Now you have it, I can't go on, I don't know what to do That, my Father in Heaven, is the prayer I have for you"
My prayer now finished, I stand up, then jump right into bed I need my rest for tomorrow, we have another long day ahead Sleep start to overtake me, I seem to drift away Then it seems a vision takes me to another time in another day
I'm standing alone on the hill. The view is very nice A man walks to wards me and says, "My name is Jesus Christ" Tears of joy well up inside, I fall down to His feet "Arise," He states, "Follow me to the shade. You and I need to speak"
My attention's towards my Savior, total and complete He says, "Your mission is similar of what happened to me I understand how you feel, I know what you're going through In fact, it would be fair to say I've felt the same as you"
"I even know how you felt when no one listened to you At times I felt not quite sure what else I could do I know you don't like to ride a bicycle, for you a car would be sweet Just remember the donkey I rode wasn't equipped with 21 speeds"
"I understand you don't like sweating, in fact it's something you hate I remember when I sweat blood from ev’ry pore, oh the agony was great! I see you don't like your companion- you'd rather have someone else- I once had a companion named Judas who sold my life for wealth"
"It's hard to wear a helmet and have people make fun of you I remember when they put thorns on my head and called me King of the Jews So you feel burdened down by the weight of your pack I recall how heavy the cross was when they slammed it on my back"
"Your hands hurt from tracting and knocking on doors all day I guess when they pounded nails into mine, I ached in a similar way It's hard not to hear from home when your family's not there to see I lost communication on the cross and cried, "Father, why hast Thou forsaken me?"
"We have a lot in common, but there's a difference between us you see I endured to the end and finished my mission, so follow and do like me" He embraced me with His arms and His light filled me with His love With tears in my eyes I watched as He went back to the Father above
I stood with awe and wonder when a beep rang in my head I listened and heard the alarm, then realized I was in my bed My companion let out a groan, "6:30 already, no way!" I sat up and said, "Come on, I'll even carry your scriptures today!"
No matter what we go through, when we feel we can't take more Just stop and think about Jesus Christ, He's been there before By Elder Troy Whittle Texas Houston listen to this as a song Mission https://ldspoetrybykellymiller.blogspot.com/2008/06/hes-been-there-before.html
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints
These poems are my own thoughts and impressions as I study the gospel of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter- Day Saints
I encourage you to read from the Book of Mormon and the standard works, and listen to modern day prophets, also, that your mind and heart might be touched.