Saturday, July 12, 2025

Atonement of Christ-Thoughts from Bryce Dunford Institute Instructor

Ongoing Thoughts on Bryce Dunford (Institute instructor) on the 



What a Blessing!

Is the answer to all we're addressing
On each day for each of us
He is there. Yes, with us!  What a blessing!

We can never speak enough
Of the lessons we learn
Of how we feel His love
And, for His presence yearn!

I Just Can't Give it Up!


I paid such a high price,
In sacrifice, to gain...!
That I just can't give up!
For, that would cause me more pain!


🤔 Thinking ...Can this be something that the Savior feels about each of us?



On a Scale of 1-10.... a 10+++ Constant!


The most brilliant mind
Cannot imagine enough
The worst pain you could find!
For, in reality, it's TOUGH!


The weight, with its entirety,
Fully sinks in ...
To explain this reality,
One cannot begin!


You can read about and interview others, but you have to feel the weight of the entirety of the pain to understand the reality of it all. Then, there are no words that can describe the pain to another! Also, when the pain is over it is hard to "feel" it again. Otherwise, women would be terrified to go through labor pains again! I remember panicking, when I went into labor with my second baby because it was then that I started to remember the pain- all to familiar! And then, afterwards, as a nursing mother- you cannot forget your baby for when they are in need of nutrients, you fully respond to that cry of need. Finally, there's adoption- the loving sacrifice of giving up a child so they can be raised with all their needs met. Sigh.





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Defining Pain


Pain is difficult to define
And tolerance levels vary.
Some might misjudge you as "fine"
Until the passing out point. Scary!


Yet, Jesus did not "lose it"
He maintain a level head
He sweat and bled from each pore
When any other would be dead


Pain can lead to fainting or passing out, a response known as vasovagal syncope. This occurs when the body reacts to extreme pain or stress, causing a sudden drop in heart rate and blood pressure.

Mechanism of Fainting:Nervous System Response: Intense pain triggers the autonomic nervous system, which can cause blood vessels to dilate and heart rate to slow.
Reduced Blood Flow: This reaction can lead to decreased blood flow to the brain, resulting in loss of consciousness.



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What is Hematidrosis? - News-Medical.net

Hematidrosis is a rare and unusual condition that is characterized by the excretion of blood through the sweat gland pores

 is a condition in which capillary blood vessels that feed the sweat glands rupture, causing them to exude blood, 


Possible Causes: (which of these causes triggered Jesus symptoms?)

  • Infections: Certain skin infections can lead to bleeding.
  • Vascular Disorders: Conditions affecting blood vessels may cause bleeding.
  • Skin Trauma: Injury or irritation can result in bleeding from pores.
  • Systemic Conditions: Disorders like thrombocytopenia (low platelet count) can lead to bleeding issues.


The Volunteer of the Year and of All Time!

Yes YOU, the volunteer,
Will have to do this all alone.
Clean up other's messes.
The extent of which is unknown.

Nonetheless the Thankless Job- (lack of recognition with high demands)

Some may think to thank you.
Others will care less.
You will be tested, too!
DO IT, nonetheless!

A Name to Your Pain


You have a name for the pain!
And somehow this helps?
It means you are not insane,
Or left to yourself!

Your unique pain is known,
By somebody else!
And you don't feel alone!
Even... as your life pales!

Jesus names your every pain
From the onset to end
The crushing torture descends
And His strength he lends

As you run out, He offers breath
To say your last peace
The last sigh before death
At last the pain does cease



[Verse 1] You have a name for the pain! And somehow this helps? It means you are not insane, Or left to yourself! Your unique pain is known, By somebody else! And you don't feel alone! Even... as your life pales! [Pre-Chorus] Jesus names your every pain From the onset to end The crushing torture descends And His strength he lends [Chorus] You have a name for the pain You have a name for the pain I am not alone in this You have a name for the pain You have a name for the pain Even now, You hold me close [Verse 2] As you run out, He offers breath To say your last peace The last sigh before death At last the pain does cease [Bridge] From the onset to end You know every wound When I run out of strength You breathe me through The crushing torture descends Still Your mercy stays You name every pain And carry me away [Chorus] You have a name for the pain You have a name for the pain I am not alone in this You have a name for the pain You have a name for the pain Even now, You hold me close

Jesus can put a name to your pain!  Spasms, throbbing, cutting, stinging, frightful, unbearable, crushing, radiating, stabbing, searing, splitting, burning, blinding, shooting, penetrating, nauseating, smarting, spreading, torturing, etc.  
And then there is emotional pain
stages of grief...
anxiety, fear, worry, numbness, post traumatic disorder
depression, sadness, hopelessness, worthlessness, isolation
shame, guilt, failures, self-criticism, self-loathing
loneliness, rejection, abandonment
anger, frustration, jealousy, obsession

The Why 

He was not in it for praise
Pleasure, power, or fame.
It was not for attention.
Seriously, it was not a game!

In a me society,
We think, "Who benefits?"
We scale "Probability?"
And, place labels where it fits...

But, for all eternity

His why was out of obedience,
Necessity, and perfect love.
He knew, He alone could atone
For our return, to God, above

Jesus had so many reasons
Much too infinite to count
He saw each of us, in all our seasons
And suffered the exact amount

For All Eternity


[Verse 1]
He was not in it for praise
Pleasure, power, or fame
It was not for attention
Seriously, it was not a game

In a me society
We ask, who benefits?
We scale probability
And place labels where it fits

[Pre-Chorus]
But for all eternity
His why was obedience
Necessity and perfect love
That holy confidence

[Chorus]
He alone could atone
He alone could atone
For our return to God above
For our return to God above
Jesus had so many reasons
Too infinite to count
He saw each of us in all our seasons
And suffered the exact amount

[Verse 2]
He knew the cost before the cross
Still, He stepped into the need
No crowd could pull Him off His path
No sorrow planted doubt or greed

He held the weight of every soul
With mercy in His hands
The broken, restless, running ones
He called them back to land

[Pre-Chorus]
But for all eternity
His why was obedience
Necessity and perfect love
That holy confidence
[Chorus]
He alone could atone
He alone could atone
For our return to God above
For our return to God above
Jesus had so many reasons
Too infinite to count
He saw each of us in all our seasons
And suffered the exact amount

[Bridge]
Not for attention
Not for acclaim
Not for applause
Or a borrowed name
Out of perfect love
Out of holy will
He bore our loss
And loves us still

[Final Chorus]
He alone could atone
He alone could atone
For our return to God above
For our return to God above

Jesus had so many reasons
Too infinite to count
He saw each of us in all our seasons
And suffered the exact amount
He alone could atone
He alone could atone
For our return to God above
For our return to God above

Magnitude

The magnitude...
Pressed with full weight
It was bitter, too
Much too vile to rate


Birth - Rebirth

Birth offers promise
And vast opportunities for growth
It comes from much sacrifice
For what is both magical and gross

The gush of fluid, the blood, the aftermath,
The cutting of the cord
The slippery baby needs a bath
A child of God is born!

Another kind of birth
That offers us a clean new life
And establishes our worth
Spiritually reborn of Jesus Christ

Immersed fully, incased in water
We are baptized in the name of
The Holy Ghost, the Son, and the Father
And join the covenant path, thereof

But, more so in the blood of the lamb
Come the last and final day
According to the Father's plan
Our sins will be washed away

Water and Promise


[Verse 1] Birth offers promise And vast opportunities For growth It comes from much sacrifice For what is both Magical and gross The gush of fluid The blood, the aftermath The cutting of the cord The slippery baby needs a bath A child of God is born! [Chorus] A child of God is born A child of God is born From blood and water Your promise still endures A child of God is born A child of God is born You wash us clean And make us yours [Verse 2] Another kind of birth That offers us a clean new life And establishes our worth Spiritually reborn Of Jesus Christ Immersed fully Incased in water We are baptized in the name Of the Holy Ghost, the Son, and the Father And join the covenant path, thereof [Pre-Chorus] But, more so In the blood of the lamb Come the last and final day According to the Father's plan [Chorus] A child of God is born A child of God is born From blood and water Your promise still endures A child of God is born A child of God is born You wash us clean And make us yours [Bridge] When the day breaks open And mercy calls our name Every stain is over Every tear is changed Our sins will be washed away Our sins will be washed away In the lamb's own grace We rise, we rise [Chorus] A child of God is born A child of God is born From blood and water Your promise still endures A child of God is born A child of God is born You wash us clean And make us yours

Video 2


No Worries

We don't weary the Lord
And tire Him of saving us
There is no bank account
Of deficits with Jesus

Accordingly 

He can and does bless each of us
Miracles will show
According to His timing. Trust!

Accordingly meaning - in a way that is appropriate to the circumstances.


Each prophet shows us who the Lord is
Like Moses pleading on Mount Sinai, thus
See Jesus pleading with the Father
For forgiveness on behalf of each of us!

Do we sin the great sin
Of making gods out of gold?
Have we, too, now forgotten 
His image in our heart, as of old?

Write God's laws upon your heart
Let His love be a part of you
Let His Spirit to you impart
And whisper that which you should do

Write on My Heart


[Verse 1] Each prophet shows us who the Lord is Like Moses pleading on Mount Sinai, thus See Jesus pleading with the Father For forgiveness on behalf of each of us! Do we sin the great sin Of making gods out of gold? Have we, too, now forgotten His image in our heart, as of old? [Pre-Chorus] Write God's laws upon your heart Let His love be a part of you Let His Spirit to you impart And whisper that which you should do [Chorus] Write on my heart Write on my heart Your holy ways Your holy ways Write on my heart Write on my heart I want Your love To lead my days [Verse 2] When my hands want lesser treasures When my pride starts taking over Turn my eyes back to Your mercy Make my wandering soul grow sober If my gold turns into silence If my idols fall like dust Hold me close within Your justice Teach me how to live in trust [Pre-Chorus] Write God's laws upon your heart Let His love be a part of you Let His Spirit to you impart And whisper that which you should do [Chorus] Write on my heart Write on my heart Your holy ways Your holy ways Write on my heart Write on my heart I want Your love To lead my days [Bridge] Not on stone, but deep within me Not for show, but true and real Let the Son reveal the Father Let His mercy shape and seal [Final Chorus] Write on my heart Write on my heart Your holy ways Your holy ways Write on my heart Write on my heart I want Your love To lead my days Write on my heart Write on my heart Till all I do Looks like Your grace


Father, forgive them,
Or, take it out on me!
With more time given,
They will change. You will see!

Not One Soul

Not one soul
Would Christ have perish
He loves all
And seeks to cherish

Enoch speaks to Jehovah.  He sees Him cry!  vs 28 and 29

How is it that the Heavens weep
And shed mighty tears on the land?
They flow out both wide and deep
For sinners who don't understand!

Moses 7: 3 Yay even the thought that any soul should endure endless torment will cause him to quake and tremble.


One Way or Another

Either you repent
Or you pay
Ever to lament
On that day

Wailing and moaning
In full pain
Regret so growing
Hell takes reign

One way or another
(Through Christ) or alone we'll pay
Until each sin is covered
On the great and dreadful day

How infinite the shame
To cause such pain again
For Jesus already paid
And loves without end

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Sparks of Goodness

See the sparks of goodness 
In every single soul? 
See how love and forgiveness 
Blesses them in each role?

Limited

We cannot demonstrate
The depth of Christ's love
For we oft deviate
So limited thereof
 
Throughout

Throughout all of space and time
And all creation made
He knows our needs, yours and mine
And knows us each by name


Almighty Power is Here For and With You

He Brings the Light



[Verse 1] Jesus is the power Behind all things The sun, the moon, the stars, Their light, He brings This Earth is under His Almighty command He can do anything And still with each stand [Pre-Chorus] He is near always For any one of us Like Heavenly rays We feel His warmth and love [Chorus] He brings the light He brings the light He can enlighten our eyes He brings the light He brings the light And open up our skies [Verse 2] He can quicken Our understanding He can expand our skies To a higher place for standing When my faith runs low He calls me higher still One word from His mouth And every fear grows still [Pre-Chorus] He is near always For any one of us Like Heavenly rays We feel His warmth and love [Chorus] He brings the light He brings the light He can enlighten our eyes He brings the light He brings the light And open up our skies [Bridge] Higher place for standing Closer than my breath Almighty command In Your hands is life and death I lift my eyes again To where the dawn begins Jesus, You remain The light that never ends [Chorus] He brings the light He brings the light He can enlighten our eyes He brings the light He brings the light And open up our skies

Jesus is the power
Behind all things
The sun, the moon, the stars,
Their light, He brings

This Earth is under His
Almighty command
He can do anything 
And still with each stand

He is near always
For any one of us
Like Heavenly rays
We feel His warmth and love!

He can enlighten our eyes
And quicken our understanding
He can expand our skies
To a higher place for standing

vs 10- 12 
10 And the earth also, and the power thereof, even the earth upon which you stand.
11 And the light which shineth, which giveth you light, is through him who enlighteneth your, eyes, which is the same light that quickeneth your understandings, 12 which light procedeth forth from the presence of God, that fills the immensity of space.


Jesus is Four Things

Jesus is light, life,
Power, and law
He is in all we find
And I stand in awe

That Monster!

That monster called death
Doesn't win in the end
The Lord paid the debt
The resurrection is our friend

The Veil of Forgetfulness

Little Jesus forgot 
That He was Jehovah.
He had to be taught
To know what He was made of

The sign of the dove...
Jehovah was back!
The Son, from above...
God's Plan was on track!

He received not of the fullness at the first...

Those who keep the commandments
Will receive more light and knowledge
Step up your obedience
And grow grace for grace to progress

Contradictions

Jesus was exposed 
To more powerful contradictions
That any man can compose
To understand his jurisdiction


  • noun:   in law; the territory within which power can be exercised
  • noun:   (law) the right and power to interpret and apply the law

Know It All

You think you have it bad
When you don't know something
In His life, Jesus had
To grow and know all things


Video 4


It Will Take Every One of Us

 It will take every one of us

With our testimonies of Light

Plus, the blood of the Lamb, Jesus

To bind up Satan, the father of all lies

         And it will be the best day, ever!


How Do I Get To Know the Savior?

How do we get to personally know the Savior,

When there is no one like Him on Earth?

Through loving service to others, kind endeavors

And sacrifice. When we feel our worth.


Cleaning Day


When you let someone in

To your messy room

You apologize in advance

So judgment won't bloom


Judgment and shame..

It's embarrassing!

But you're so glad they came!

It's worth the harassing!


If we could have the Savior,

In our home this week,

How we'd clean up to prepare!

And, the best of help, we'd seek!


Yet, the reality is,

He already knows

Everything that is amiss.

For, on our Spirit, it shows!


Messy Room Prayer



[Verse 1] When you let someone in To your messy room You apologize in advance So judgment won't bloom
Judgment and shame.. It's embarrassing! But you're so glad they came! It's worth the harassing! If we could have the Savior, In our home this week, How we'd clean up to prepare! And, the best of help, we'd seek! [Pre-Chorus] Yet, the reality is, He already knows Everything that is amiss. For, on our Spirit, it shows! [Chorus] Open Up Open up And let Him in (Open up) Let Him see You...yes, each sin Show them all! Repent. Share your dreams. Let Him call You, to better things! (Open up) [Verse 2] When the door stays half-closed And the floor still shows Every box we meant to move Every scar we hide and know Still He steps in gentle Through the piled-up mess No surprise can turn Him back No shame can make Him less He already knows my names Under all the dust Every cracked and crooked thing He still reaches out with trust [Pre-Chorus] Yet, the reality is, He already knows Everything that is amiss. For, on our Spirit, it shows! [Chorus] Open Up Open up And let Him in (Open up) Let Him see You...yes, each sin Show them all! Repent. Share your dreams. Let Him call You, to better things! (Open up) [Bridge] So I stop pretending I can fix me first I lay the junk out plainly Bring the hurt and thirst If You want the whole room Then take the hidden shelf I don't need to impress You You can know my true self [Final Chorus] Open Up Open up And let Him in (Open up) Let Him see You...yes, each sin Show them all! Repent. Share your dreams. Let Him call You, to better things! (Open up) Open Up Open up And let Him in
(Open up)


Hot Mess!

He wants us to know this

He knows how we got there

And He knows what will help 

Our worst burdens, He will share!


The Best Cleaner

Open the door 

To the best cleaner

Give up some more (trash)

Yes, for the help, be eager


Buried in Mess

I was buried in such a mess

Each day was chaos until

There wasn't room for much else

I truly was in need of help


12 Year Affliction

An unclean woman 

A societal hassle

She could touch no one

Never a prayer tassel!


Still, she snuck behind

To steal a blessing

Touched, He looked to find...

She spoke confessing


She'd been afraid 

To face Him and ask

But she had much faith

Yes, her issue had passed!


Now, fearing and trembling

Was she in the wrong?

Was He angry or upset?

No, He praised her faith strong!


While in the Act- No Shame No Guilt No Embarrassment

She knew full well 

All that she had done

He did not condemn

He did not condone


Caught in the act 

Of a grievous sin

He knew each fact

She got, "Sin no more" from Him


He was the only person

Qualified to throw a stone

He taught she was not her sin

Changed, her praise for Him shone



Open the Door

Open the door, when

In your darkest hour

His Light will pour in

And His love will shower!


Open the door, when

You feel not good enough

His arms await, wide

To welcome you with love


Open the door, when

You are at your worst

He'll help you to win

And overcome what hurts

Open the Door


She knew full well 

All that she had done

He did not condemn

He did not condone


Caught in the act 

Of a grievous sin

He knew each fact

She got, "Sin no more" from Him


He was the only person

Qualified to throw a stone

He taught she was not her sin

Changed, her praise for Him shone



Open the Door



[Verse 1] She knew full well All that she had done He did not condemn He did not condone Caught in the act Of a grievous sin He knew each fact She got, Sin no more from Him [Pre-Chorus] He was the only person Qualified to throw a stone He taught she was not her sin Changed, her praise for Him shone [Chorus] Open the Door Open the door, when Your darkest hour falls His Light will pour in And His love will shower! (Open the Door) Open the door, when You feel not good enough His arms await, wide To welcome you with love [Verse 2] Open the door, when You are at your worst He'll help you to win And overcome what hurts He knew each fact Yet mercy had its way He called her back And still He calls today [Chorus] Open the Door Open the door, when Your darkest hour falls His Light will pour in And His love will shower! (Open the Door) Open the door, when You feel not good enough His arms await, wide To welcome you with love [Bridge] Sin no more from Him Not shame, not shame again He lifts you up And makes you clean within You are not your sin You are beloved, my friend Open the door And let His grace come in [Final Chorus] Open the Door Open the door, when Your darkest hour falls His Light will pour in And His love will shower! (Open the Door) Open the door, when You feel not good enough His arms await, wide To welcome you with love

Video Seven

He Has Our Back

Jesus knows us
The good. The bad
And we can trust
He has our back

He, as God's Son
Paid to atone
For everyone
And get us home

The breadth
Of every pain
The depth 
Of Sins made plain

He experienced our lives
Our temptations and struggles
He understands what tries
Afflicts and even cripples

He did so in one night
That was an eternity
All in the absence of light,
With the taunting of the enemy

He knows what it's like
To be queer or crazy
To be paralyzed 
He lived both sides of hazing!

He saw our hopes and dreams and wept
As He saw all that could have been...
He knows anxiety, shame, and regret
And all that's unfair we've been given

What's the worst that you have known?
He felt that...and oh so much more!
The weight...our sins became His own!
 He sweat and bled from every pore!

The hardest part?
The shock to His system!
Is He was pure!
And no vile was in Him!

Still He held on
Obediently with faith
Doing no wrong
Midst evil was His to face



[Verse 1] The good. The bad And we can trust He has our back He, as God's Son Paid to atone For everyone And get us home The breadth Of every pain The depth Of Sins made plain He experienced our lives Our temptations and struggles He understands what tries Afflicts and even cripples [Pre-Chorus] He did so in one night That was an eternity All in the absence of light, With the taunting of the enemy He knows what it's like To be queer or crazy He be paralyzed He lived both sides of hazing! [Chorus] He knows what it's like He knows what it's like He knows what it's like He saw our hopes and dreams and wept As He saw all that could have been... He knows anxiety, shame, and regret And all that's unfair we've been given [Verse 2] What's the worst that you have known? He felt that...and oh so much more! The weight...our sins became His own! He sweat and bled from every pore! The hardest part? The shock to His system! Is He was pure! And no vile was in Him! [Bridge] Still He held on Obediently with faith Doing no wrong Midst evil was His to face [Chorus] He knows what it's like He knows what it's like He knows what it's like He saw our hopes and dreams and wept As He saw all that could have been... He knows anxiety, shame, and regret And all that's unfair we've been given
Knowing Circumstance

He is the best judge
Of all mankind
For He bears no grudge
Our good, He'll find!

Who best to show mercy
And to pardon each sin?
He can perfectly see
From the start to the end

He knows the conditions
And our state of mind
In every situation 
That life can design

He's your  best witness
And your best defense
He knows sure justice
For a just sentence 

No other path 
Would have been right for me
All that I am
Has lead me unto Thee

Best Witness


[Verse 1] He is the best judge Of all mankind For He bears no grudge Our good, He'll find! Who best to show mercy And to pardon each sin? He can perfectly see From the start to the end [Pre-Chorus] He knows the conditions And our state of mind In every situation That life can design [Chorus] He's your best witness And your best defense He's your best witness And your best defense He knows sure justice For a just sentence He knows sure justice For a just sentence [Verse 2] No other path Would have been right for me All that I am Has lead me unto Thee [Chorus] He's your best witness And your best defense He's your best witness And your best defense He knows sure justice For a just sentence He knows sure justice For a just sentence [Bridge] From the start to the end You have seen it all You do not turn away You answer every call [Final Chorus] He's your best witness And your best defense He's your best witness And your best defense He knows sure justice For a just sentence He knows sure justice For a just sentence


I am like a tree
That's meant to bear fruit 
But...no ripening
For I grew from poor roots

Plucked where I was found
Pruned and grafted in
I stand on wholesome ground
Where new blossoms begin

The master of the Vineyard
Never gave up on me
Though at times it's been hard
I have made growth, I see

Wholesome Ground



[Verse 1] I am like a tree That’s meant to bear fruit But...no ripening For I grew from poor roots Plucked where I was found Pruned and grafted in I stand on wholesome ground Where new blossoms begin [Pre-Chorus] The master of the Vineyard Never gave up on me Though at times it’s been hard I have made growth, I see [Chorus] I grow on wholesome ground I grow on wholesome ground New blossoms in me now New blossoms in me now [Verse 2] Storms came through my branches Still, You kept me near Every scar became a season Every season brought me here I was bent, but never broken I was tired, but still held fast What was buried in the soil Started rising at last [Pre-Chorus] The master of the Vineyard Never gave up on me Though at times it’s been hard I have made growth, I see [Chorus] I grow on wholesome ground I grow on wholesome ground New blossoms in me now New blossoms in me now [Bridge] From poor roots to living grace From lost to chosen tree You kept shaping every limb Until I could believe [Final Chorus] I grow on wholesome ground I grow on wholesome ground New blossoms in me now New blossoms in me now The master never left The master never gave up on me

https://youtu.be/_FGySDZ7eTU?si=Rr7Mf16l_lAm6aID

                                                                                       Eight

Justification Sanctification

My nature needs help
So I can become
Better than myself
And more like the Son

Justified
She did her sentence
But no change was made
There was no remorse
Yet her time was paid

Not one of us is safe
From the weight of sin
But Jesus pays the debt
Again and again

The sentence was death
She made her peace
And to her last breath
Goodness increased

Still no holiness 
Or changes that we make
Can perfect us
The Lord knows what it will take

The Lord will get us there
In this life more to face
Through obedience where
He molds us more in place

Freedom and joy to feel
From His  mercy and love
Through His hand in all things
To perfect us for Heaven above



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The only difference about today was the flat tire on my bike
Will you send some cooler weather? The heat is killing me
I sweat so bad, it gets in my eyes, it's very hard to see"

"Why do I have to wear a helmet, isn't your protection enough?
People always laugh at me, and call me stupid stuff
Please send us investigators so I may give them what they lack
I want to give them Books of Mormon, the weight of them hurts my back"

"And what about my family: They don't have much to say
I'm sick of not hearing from home day after day after day
Oh Father, Why am I here am I just wasting time?
Sometimes I just want to go home, I'm sorry but that's on my mind"

"My companion, Heavenly Father, what are you giving me?
"The way he rides his bicycle, I don't think he can see
Now you have it, I can't go on, I don't know what to do
That, my Father in Heaven, is the prayer I have for you"

My prayer now finished, I stand up, then jump right into bed
I need my rest for tomorrow, we have another long day ahead
Sleep start to overtake me, I seem to drift away
Then it seems a vision takes me to another time in another day

I'm standing alone on the hill. The view is very nice
A man walks to wards me and says, "My name is Jesus Christ"
Tears of joy well up inside, I fall down to His feet
"Arise," He states, "Follow me to the shade. You and I need to speak"

My attention's towards my Savior, total and complete
He says, "Your mission is similar of what happened to me
I understand how you feel, I know what you're going through
In fact, it would be fair to say I've felt the same as you"

"I even know how you felt when no one listened to you
At times I felt not quite sure what else I could do
I know you don't like to ride a bicycle, for you a car would be sweet
Just remember the donkey I rode wasn't equipped with 21 speeds"

"I understand you don't like sweating, in fact it's something you hate
I remember when I sweat blood from ev’ry pore, oh the agony was great!
I see you don't like your companion- you'd rather have someone else-
I once had a companion named Judas who sold my life for wealth"

"It's hard to wear a helmet and have people make fun of you
I remember when they put thorns on my head and called me King of the Jews
So you feel burdened down by the weight of your pack
I recall how heavy the cross was when they slammed it on my back"


"Your hands hurt from tracting and knocking on doors all day
I guess when they pounded nails into mine, I ached in a similar way
It's hard not to hear from home when your family's not there to see
I lost communication on the cross and cried, "Father, why hast Thou forsaken me?"

"We have a lot in common, but there's a difference between us you see
I endured to the end and finished my mission, so follow and do like me"
He embraced me with His arms and His light filled me with His love
With tears in my eyes I watched as He went back to the Father above

I stood with awe and wonder when a beep rang in my head
I listened and heard the alarm, then realized I was in my bed
My companion let out a groan, "6:30 already, no way!"
I sat up and said, "Come on, I'll even carry your scriptures today!"

No matter what we go through, when we feel we can't take more
Just stop and think about Jesus Christ, He's been there before
By Elder Troy Whittle
Texas Houston
listen to this as a song
Mission
https://ldspoetrybykellymiller.blogspot.com/2008/06/hes-been-there-before.html

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints

These poems are my own thoughts and impressions as I study the gospel of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter- Day Saints

I encourage you to read from the Book of Mormon and the standard works, and listen to modern day prophets, also, that your mind and heart might be touched.

Kelly Miller

153 -views 2015 a decade ago


Global Statistics
Visits from 153 countries registered.
No.CountryDate of Last VisitPercent & Number of Visits ↓
1
United States
June 15, 2015
82.86%25,281
2
United Kingdom
June 14, 2015
2.61%795
3
Canada
June 13, 2015
2.42%737
4
Australia
June 13, 2015
1.81%551
5
Philippines
June 14, 2015
1.35%412
6
New Zealand
June 14, 2015
0.99%303
7
India
June 14, 2015
0.79%241
8
Brazil
June 14, 2015
0.58%176
9
Germany
May 15, 2015
0.49%151
10
Mexico
June 3, 2015
0.40%121
11
South Africa
June 8, 2015
0.34%105
12
Russian Federation
Apr 20, 2015
0.26%80
13
France
June 3, 2015
0.21%64
14
Malaysia
June 5, 2015
0.14%44
15
Czech Republic
Apr 17, 2015
0.14%42
16
Pakistan
Mar 21, 2015
0.13%41
17
Spain
Apr 28, 2015
0.13%41
18
Italy
June 8, 2015
0.13%39
19
Netherlands
May 28, 2015
0.12%38
20
Europe
June 11, 2015
0.11%35
21
Indonesia
May 18, 2015
0.11%35
22
Cote D'Ivoire
May 17, 2015
0.11%35
23
Japan
Apr 17, 2015
0.11%33
24
Singapore
May 28, 2015
0.11%33
25
United Arab Emirates
Apr 25, 2015
0.10%32
26
Argentina
Apr 27, 2015
0.10%31
27
Korea, Republic of
Feb 1, 2015
0.10%31
28
-
May 10, 2015
0.10%31
29
Thailand
Apr 5, 2015
0.10%30
30
Ireland
May 19, 2015
0.10%29
31
Jamaica
June 1, 2015
0.09%28
32
Turkey
June 14, 2015
0.09%28
33
Trinidad and Tobago
May 18, 2015
0.09%26
34
Sweden
May 8, 2015
0.09%26
35
Guatemala
May 5, 2015
0.08%24
36
Denmark
May 10, 2015
0.08%23
37
Saudi Arabia
May 1, 2015
0.07%20
38
Nigeria
Apr 4, 2015
0.07%20
39
Hong Kong
Apr 18, 2015
0.07%20
40
Colombia
May 29, 2015
0.07%20
41
Chile
Mar 23, 2015
0.06%19
42
Finland
Mar 25, 2015
0.06%19
43
Taiwan
Mar 28, 2015
0.06%18
44
Romania
May 17, 2015
0.06%18
45
Fiji
Feb 27, 2015
0.06%17
46
Ghana
May 8, 2015
0.06%17
47
Belgium
May 30, 2015
0.05%16
48
Switzerland
Apr 12, 2015
0.05%16
49
Poland
Apr 6, 2015
0.05%15
50
American Samoa
Apr 10, 2015
0.05%14
51
Ecuador
Feb 23, 2015
0.05%14
52
Serbia
Mar 10, 2015
0.05%14
53
Austria
Apr 8, 2015
0.04%13
54
Senegal
Nov 24, 2014
0.04%13
55
Norway
June 1, 2015
0.04%13
56
Uruguay
Aug 18, 2014
0.04%12
57
Peru
Apr 13, 2015
0.04%12
58
Portugal
Apr 6, 2015
0.04%12
59
Kenya
Oct 29, 2014
0.04%12
60
Tonga
Dec 9, 2014
0.04%11
61
Dominican Republic
Mar 12, 2015
0.04%11
62
Hungary
Feb 16, 2015
0.03%10
63
Guyana
Apr 28, 2015
0.03%10
64
Bangladesh
Jan 19, 2015
0.03%9
65
Algeria
Feb 5, 2015
0.03%9
66
Kuwait
Mar 30, 2015
0.03%9
67
Egypt
Apr 4, 2015
0.03%9
68
Belize
May 8, 2015
0.03%9
69
Costa Rica
Feb 4, 2015
0.03%8
70
Bahamas
Jan 9, 2015
0.03%8
71
Israel
Feb 27, 2015
0.03%8
72
Ukraine
Jan 24, 2015
0.03%8
73
Asia/Pacific Region
June 9, 2015
0.03%8
74
Honduras
Feb 6, 2015
0.02%7
75
Cyprus
Mar 21, 2015
0.02%7
76
Guam
Apr 10, 2015
0.02%7
77
Greece
June 2, 2015
0.02%7
78
China
Dec 16, 2014
0.02%7
79
Panama
Apr 7, 2015
0.02%6
80
Morocco
Mar 3, 2015
0.02%6
81
Sri Lanka
Sept 28, 2014
0.02%6
82
Iraq
Feb 25, 2015
0.02%6
83
Togo
June 6, 2015
0.02%6
84
Botswana
May 7, 2015
0.02%6
85
El Salvador
Apr 23, 2015
0.02%5
86
Vietnam
Oct 30, 2014
0.02%5
87
Cook Islands
June 3, 2015
0.02%5
88
Bulgaria
Oct 27, 2014
0.02%5
89
Lithuania
June 23, 2014
0.02%5
90
Slovakia
Jan 19, 2015
0.02%5
91
Bosnia and Herzegovina
Mar 23, 2015
0.02%5
92
French Polynesia
Nov 23, 2014
0.02%5
93
Bahrain
Nov 11, 2014
0.02%5
94
Slovenia
Jan 16, 2015
0.02%5
95
Grenada
Mar 10, 2015
0.02%5
96
Qatar
Jan 15, 2015
0.02%5
97
Saint Lucia
May 8, 2015
0.02%5
98
Puerto Rico
Feb 27, 2015
0.01%4
99
Tunisia
Jan 23, 2015
0.01%4
100
Malta
Mar 22, 2015
0.01%4
101
Croatia
Jan 20, 2015
0.01%4
102
New Caledonia
Jan 13, 2015
0.01%4
103
Barbados
Apr 29, 2014
0.01%4
104
Azerbaijan
Jan 14, 2015
0.01%4
105
Moldova, Republic of
Nov 29, 2014
0.01%3
106
Lebanon
Feb 11, 2014
0.01%3
107
Zimbabwe
July 23, 2014
0.01%3
108
Benin
Feb 19, 2015
0.01%3
109
Antigua and Barbuda
Aug 1, 2014
0.01%3
110
Isle of Man
Dec 20, 2014
0.01%3
111
Bhutan
June 8, 2015
0.01%3
112
Venezuela
May 14, 2014
0.01%3
113
Georgia
Mar 3, 2015
0.01%2
114
Namibia
Oct 22, 2014
0.01%2
115
Armenia
Jan 12, 2015
0.01%2
116
Virgin Islands, U.S.
June 20, 2014
0.01%2
117
Jordan
May 19, 2015
0.01%2
118
Mozambique
June 23, 2014
0.01%2
119
Uganda
Aug 4, 2014
0.01%2
120
Marshall Islands
Jan 28, 2015
0.01%2
121
Mauritius
Feb 20, 2015
0.01%2
122
Oman
May 12, 2014
0.01%2
123
Curacao
Apr 29, 2015
0.01%2
124
Sierra Leone
Apr 26, 2015
0.01%2
125
Samoa
Nov 1, 2013
0.01%2
126
Saint Kitts and Nevis
June 30, 2013
0.01%2
127
Macau
July 18, 2014
0.01%2
128
Albania
Aug 17, 2014
0.01%2
129
Dominica
Mar 12, 2013
0.01%2
130
Ethiopia
Jan 8, 2015
0.01%2
131
Estonia
Mar 20, 2015
0.01%2
132
Cape Verde
May 27, 2013
0.00%1
133
Cayman Islands
July 27, 2014
0.00%1
134
Cambodia
Sept 16, 2013
0.00%1
135
Myanmar
July 18, 2014
0.00%1
136
Lesotho
Jan 12, 2013
0.00%1
137
Mongolia
Mar 14, 2015
0.00%1
138
Zambia
Apr 22, 2013
0.00%1
139
Montenegro
Nov 19, 2014
0.00%1
140
Kazakhstan
Jan 9, 2015
0.00%1
141
Nicaragua
May 29, 2014
0.00%1
142
Paraguay
Mar 10, 2013
0.00%1
143
Haiti
Feb 1, 2015
0.00%1
144
Timor-Leste
Feb 21, 2013
0.00%1
145
Iceland
June 20, 2014
0.00%1
146
Aruba
Jan 9, 2014
0.00%1
147
Liberia
Jan 3, 2014
0.00%1
148
Northern Mariana Islands
Oct 9, 2014
0.00%1
149
Gibraltar
Jan 27, 2014
0.00%1
150
Swaziland
June 16, 2014
0.00%1
151
Jersey
Mar 30, 2013
0.00%1
152
Niue
Nov 30, 2014
0.00%1
153
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