Child Pornography

So much we hide from all

The thoughts in our mind

What we do behind walls

And what we look to find

This is not really me

So, I hide it well

It's not who I want to be

And I will not tell

Until... you get caught

Now everyone knows

What in privacy you sought

Eventually shows!

20 years later!??

I am struggling in my heart and doubting my ability to recognize darkness in others, knowing someone who was arrested after I we enjoyed a relaxing July 4th.  The arrest is probably for child pornography. He says that it has been going on for 20 years.  I totally felt comfortable around him.  I did not sense anything!  Just the day before I had looked up "sex offender" because I want my grandson to be safe.  There is one cattycorner.  Now the next door neighbor!  How big of a problem is there?  There are so many in every neighborhood! Now I wonder if there is more for him to confess?  What more will come out?  Sigh.