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Friday, March 10, 2023

Enough

Get out of my business 
Stay off of my floor
I don't want your story
Beating me down anymore

I don't want any gifts
Attached with a lie
Your story snow drifts
And I don't want to die

Stay out of my business
Don't knock on my door
I don't need your promise 
Breaking me down anymore 

I don't want to play tag
You Win. You are it
My downfall, my snag
My phone has been hit

Stay out of my business
Don't speak to my friends
What we were once having
Swung. And now ends.

Get out of my story
Get out of my head
For once, do this for me
With you I am dead

This was in my head and woke me up. I don't know if it's because of the weight I am carrying this year, teaching or the struggle a loved one is going through. 

Thursday, March 2, 2023

Don't Judge Me

Don't judge me
Based on my roots
I'm growing
Amazing fruit!

It took my past
For me to know
To upwards branch,
To yearn and grow!

I remembered when all I wanted to do is write, even into the night. Now teaching first grade consumes all my energy and deprives me of fitful sleep. I dont know how to shut off worrying about 19 little ones.
. Last night I put on Come Follow Me for a couple of lessons. Sleepless hours! I finally dozed off and this poem was in my heart when I woke up.